Hey Gang,

*SIgh*

Alot has been going on and as always I have to post it on here haha.

But .. I do not speak about the situation first hand. I speak upon it as a learning  tool.  Our mind... is capable of things we can not imagine and  sometimes I wonder... how powerful is it?

I have been told that the mind is a very powerful organ. Which I am certain it is since it is the main source of our self being. It holds our deepest secrets and helps us through our most painful endeavors. Honestly, if that were characteristics of a person... they would have to be powerful indeed.

I feel like my thoughts, replayed events, untold or never been done situations have made the woman I am today.

Because

My thoughts became stories.

Replayed events became another one's journey

Untold or never be done situations  became my ways of living.

And all it took

Was my mind...

Take a moment and think about it .. Have Deja Vu hit you ?

Adieu,

Neofreudian

Hey Gang,

I know it has been foreve since I have been here. I must tell you, life has not been easy ... I mean it was at the point where going to classes was like my only sanctuary of peace. So besides that I figured I needed to go back on my blogs since it has been a while. I know what you are thinking... what is up with the title? Well here it goes;

As before I was in a crush with one fellow

and his name started with a J ...

Recently

I have a crush with a few guys ..

and guess what ?

They all start with the letter J ...

I am thinking to myself...How out there is that. But that is how love spills ...

you don't know how destiny flows to you when you least expect it.

Anywho there is one J fellow that has caught my eye, but it needs more time. Sometimes you want to have the answer for everything and it does not work out that way.

Stay Beautiful,

~Neo Out~

Hey Gang,

I know it has been a while since we have spoken. So let me take this time to fill you in:

1.) School in session again.

2.) I have went to a few parties ,and it's all good.

3.) I am maintaining a more than active( on my account) exercise schedule.

4.) I am becoming more aware of who is real and who is not.

5.) My memory has tooken a down fall just a bit.

6.) More guys are noticing me.

7.) Tomorrow DOES bring brighter days...

8.) I am an honorable member of the OWLS CLUB.

9.) Life has many chances coming at you all at once.

10) Society does not make you , you make society.

So there you have it... That is pretty much what is going on in my life and I am enjoying it much. I hope you are enjoying your life and if you not right now, then go get a drink of juice or think about something pleasant. Those 2 things makes a person happy. Till then < whenever that will be> Let. Life. Live.

Adieu,

S.

Once or more we all have dreams ....

Dreams have been told to give you a message through symbolic meaning. However, it's hard to interpt dreams . You wonder for awhile what does it mean . and how can it have some meaning in one's life.

Well what do you do if you have one of thoes dreams.... and it occurs 3 times.

I have had one of those.

It start like this ;

I would be in a room (different places). With him, the guy I have been wondering about for a moment.

He looks at me... and smiles . I wonder have I done something that pleased him ?

Then as he walks towards me he kisses me ... I couldn't belive it .

The First Dream;

I assumed it was because I like him

The Second;

I thought it was just because I was thinking of him alot ..

The Third;

I am not so sure because I did not think of him at all.

My mother informs me that I should talk to him and see how he is doing. Sometimes a mother's word is helpful and on point.

Peace,

~Duncan

Hey Gang,

Give me a moment to vent a few things that I have pondered;

- I have lost so many friends, due to growth.

- Just because I did not endured something tragic does not mean I was "not saved" I just been from the get go .

- We all live by choices not by force, unless force was put onto you from someone's choice then you make the choice to release that force.

- How come love has many questions .

- I want to change for myself , not for your satisfaction so do not ask.

That's all I can state.

Peace,

Duncan

Hey Gang,

I know I have not been posting for a min , but I will tell you with's up ; I am still working , working on goals, chatting among old friends, and taking in each day more . I must say life has a funny way of showing you what is important . Sometimes I would assume life is all about doing what is necessary and working out what has to be worked out. Yet I realized that life has more to that. Its about learning each day and finding out what is you and to appreciate more of what's been given to you . Sort of given into the simple pleasures.

Peace Out,

Duncan

Hey Gang,

Have you ever felt love? I have realized you can truly feel it. Now you would think since the guy does not know then it's a crush . Well trust me I have seen guys and claimed them as crushes but I felt nothing among them. It's this certain guy , I felt thoes butterflies, and I wonder if he feels them to.

What can be done about the butterflies? is far among my control but all I can say that if it's meant to be then it is. To thoes who are looking for love ... you are going to feel it .. trust me.

I wish he knew but it's not time. I need more time to see if what I am feeling is real and could I really be with him. Our lifestyles couldn't be too different .

All I wish is for him to make them true....

Seriously Yours,
Duncan

Hey Gang ,

I am going to keep it simple tonight. I know it has been a while but rest assure I have remembered tonight to post ^-^. If you take a look at the title I have given this post I bet you are wondering ; Have I given up ? Does this mean I do not have a point in life? Am I just a failure? My answer to all these questions .. is NO. Sometimes we often make goals like today I am going to start that new weight plan, or I am going to get that job, or even I am going to add more flavor to me. Hey if not all one of the 3 have some signifigance or its right on the nose. I am the rare case dealing with all 3 goals, that I have made for myself and not even one is on the rise. But I do not claim them as failures I considered them slipped/missed goals. You see I wanted to post this to remind everyone or at least my self that it's okay you may miss one goal or two and it was a mandatory one. It happens when we have so many others on the plate. And I am not saying to discard them I am telling you to keep making goals all kinds. Big ,small,crazy,weird,even those that will take time . Keep making them because in the end they will be reached. But keep in mind also that when it come to making goals , you have made the ultimate one.... creating one!

Adu,
Duncan

Hey Gang,

As most may know a legend has passed away. He was know by many all over the world and he will be greatly missed. Now I understand that a few of you has heard from many of how much we will miss him. I did not come to post how much he will be missed, but the lesson he has left to me and among others I am sure. What have I learned from a man who has brought some much pure genius work on this earth can not be explain in a day but I will try in the blunt memo . I have learned that when you have a talent for something and you follow through it , make out the best of it and even if it make you seem in society yet out of place do not lose that . Holding onto your talent will make you have  your stamp on the world.Your talent , your passion , your moment in time ..

Many Thanks,

~Duncan

To whom may be misunderstood,

A friend of mine has on his blog "I am trying to live what I can't define" . As I read this I began to say to myself, well who isn't? We all are living daily lives and if we were to be put in a dictionary.. we would not know where to begin . By day we may think ...just think that society has welcomed us in its arms and we are set . Yet at night we are alone outcast by the very set society because we are all different and we do not fit it's pretty picture. At youth , I use to think that that was life is all about , being a part of society.. I thought that was normal. Normal ? what is normal ? how can it be defined? When society has many meanings for this very world "normal". I took this upon myself and I have came with the ultimate meaning of normal ... Normal (verb) : Taking in partake of a specified society that fits your likings. So if I were to gaze upon his saying once more "I am trying to live what I can't define" , I would say .. well, you are just being normal ...

Earnestly,

Duncan